illness and all things shite

well folks i am coming home. my dad hopefully will get his op next week and my gramma seems to have given up the will to live and is in woodend. this is not what i hoped for my first trip back to the deen but life is shite sometimes. i will be in glasgow airport on sunday lunchtime am not sure if i will come to the deen sunday night but may just have some quiet time with my aunt in forfar and travel up with her on monday morning. shes been brilliant as per usual!! sometimes i dont know where i would be without her. love you phyllis. i will try and see people when i am back but it will depend on how things go, it will be one day at a time. may have to just say i will be going for drinks at certain pub at a certain time and whoever can make it can come along and say hello!! will keeps folks posted. maybe see ya all soonxx